Thursday, January 8, 2009
I can't believe that I'm getting 'O' level result in less than 4 days time. And a big 'thanks' to my boss who reminded me of that. If he hasn't do so, I would have spent at least 1 more day in peace.
Let's say if I get more than 10 or 11 points, how should I kill myself? Jump down the building, cut my wrist, drown myself, or by hanging?
That's bad. Can't find a way to die without pain, that's why I'm still alive now. So lacking of courage can save my life.
Should I quit the job b4 monday? If I really get 11 points and above, how am I going to face him and worse the woman next room. She'll blow her top again. Then my boss .. haiz how will he react? He's just like my previous tutor with the mentality that A1 is so common and there is no reason why one can't get it.
If exam results are equivilent to intelligence, then I'll be the most stupid person in the whole enrichment centre, including all the permanent and part time staff and my boss and his daughters.
It's very discouraging you see. It's like wherever I go, I'm always the lowest in terms of school or rresults. Luckily not the worst in performance.
To summarise today's work, it's boring but peaceful. Yesterday's is thrilling but messy. There were so many calls and enquires from parents until I'm required to help out at the counter. Then another receptionist was too busy keeping calls to write receipts for the parents so she throw the receipt book to me. Wow, I stunned, how am I supposed to issue a receipt?
I really hate mothers. Hopefully I won't be one of those who scream over the phone without introducing themselves or ask 5 questions simultanenously and expect me to memories them all. Hello? Isn't it her problem when she didn't enquire the teacher her son wants? What's the point of screaming at me her son has to many commitment to squeeze out a timing for another day!!
ArghZ!!! If I were my boss, not sacking that woman would be a sin. Neglecting the importance of remark is irresponsible enough and now she went back to her old habit of using her own system. What is she trying to do? The centre is not hers. Why keep the updates in her own file? Of course it's fine if she updates every file and not hers only. She just don't.
Well it may not be her mistake. Maybe the parents are too demanding or unreasonable. But who love to apologise on behalf of their colleague of the same mistake repeatedly. Sick and tired of saying ,"My apologies, very sorry for the mistake, I'll put a note ther for you, dun worry..."
I must be firm. If another parent calls 2mr and make unreasonable demand or apology or request or whatever, I'll NOT lay my head down, unless it is really my fault. In that case, it'll never happen coz Lijing has been etremely careful :)
Gonna watch tv now. Talk to u another day.(refering to my blog)
:)
