Eternal.Sunrise.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Think Harder. Does it help?

Due 2mr: maths tutorial 3, GP article

Due on tue: phy holiday assignment, kinematics tutorial

Due on wed: econs tutorial 4 to unknown

Due on thu: chem tutorial 2

My maths tutor said approximately 10 mins should be allocated to each qn but I always take >3(10) mins for almost every qn in the tutorial. Is is bcoz my brain has yet to be activated or I dun have a flare in doing those qns? Staring at the qn simply makes no help but who can tell me how to make sense of those ambiguous patterns.

Haiz, did i not think hard enough? Maybe I should just widen my thinking scope.

Jing

Friday, March 20, 2009

I Mind

Every morning I board the train I mull over what people think of me. Usually they would glance at my uniform. If they can't guess which sch I'm from, they would glance another time. If they still can't then maybe they would give up.

That sounds pretty pessimistic. I have no idea what exactly I mind about. Even to Gran, whom I used to blur out everything to, I dun wish him to know. In fact, I didn't want anyone to know. My youngest bro sometimes would wonder why I refuse to reveal my school.

Next, I swear that I'll never step into Seoul Garden again. Reason being I suffered from severe indigestion and diarrhea on wed. Rested on the bed for 6 hours b4 the pain subsided, then another 7 hours of disrupted sleep before waking up at 5.30am to rush on tutorial. Gosh, I was really racing with time ytd. Left with only 1 hour to complete 13 pages of econs tutorial, I scribbled through almost every page on the way.

I wish my fingers are as nimble as my bro's. The speed they move is a thousand miles away from my reach. I played the song "天黑黑" using his CO instrument but no matter how i tried, the chorus just sound weird. The speed of the chorus is too fast being my excuse and the strings are too sharp the explanation. Well, I'm just slow. And I can't afford to practise day and night since I'm not from CO. One thing to congratulate, I finally can play "童话" as one complete piece without memorising the notes. Wahahaha!

OH ya, I need to update some info. I have changed my preference from apple papaya honey dew to strawberry^3.

Btw, Gran OOI didn't rmb my birthday for many^infinity years. Heng, I shall sever our ties!

Jing

Monday, March 16, 2009

Happy birthday

It was too much of a surprise to receive bd presents when I was lied by Jiayi. She was saying Kim and Bel didn't know about my birthday and it made my upset for 2 days :( The birthday party, I would say, came just at the right time when I was overwhelmed by agony. It really played a major role to retrieve my lost soul. Since Jiayi posted on that I shall not elaborate on it.

Jiayi bought the shoes we tried on sat. I miss that shoes, but i can't buy it. Nvm, after summer test i will but a much better one as a reward.

Square, as promised, sent a bd msg today. Though it was late by four years, I appreciate his 'thoughts'. And that shall put an end to my unrequited love.

I couldn't blog ytd cox my brother was using this laptop to read manga and other stuff. That's how I discover his blog as he forgot to sign out!

Wahahaha, he has been forbiding me to read his blog so as not to display his poor writings. But that's not true, To me it is very incredible for a 13 yr boy to write a "400-word exposition on gender equality in your country". I fell in love with my brother again.

To conclude, I can't let my brother to catch up on me. I gonna word triple hard now.

Today's goal:

-chem holiday assignment
-review econs lecture
-econs case study
-maths tutorial 2
-GP article

Sorry Jiayi, I can't use the card reader(I know I'm stupid), so u have to get the pics from bel.

Jing

Sunday, March 1, 2009

"I miss you I miss you I miss you everyday.."(lyrics)

I miss my blog. I miss the screen, the keyboard, the music and everything in my com.

10 mins left...

To be brief,

I didn't pass the interview, that's pretty disappointing. It is disappointing since no one tells me what went wrong.

I failed my econs test, as expected. Went for consultation at 7 am the next morning with many other failures.

Realised the disadvantage of learning maths, which is the limit of my intelligence, I spent more than 4 hours(including watching tv dramas) ytd to derive to an expression and another 2 hours today for another expression. Guess that is how far my stupidity can bring me.

After browsing through the "A" grade PW report, I almost hung myself above the libraria bookself. If I have to write a report with similar thinking level, maybe my brain cells would burst due to inundated info.

I did almost everything for a housewife's chores. Sweeping, mopping, cleaning utensils, ironing, except for cooking.

because...

The ___________ maid was detected with problems with her partially rotten intestine and was sent for operation on friday. Now, resting at home coz she was told to rest for at least 1 week. She is in pain, refraining her from all the chores. Nvm, I dun bully the sick. Wait till she gets well, I shall think what I can do... If the illness is caused by her food consumption, hmmm... the story never ends.

Btw, the chores will last for about 10 days since my mum is travelling to China next Tue. Poor hands have to do the laundry and ironing again.

Let's implement a rule.
Anyone causes uncessary noise shall be thrown outside the house, no second chance given.

or cut allowance

or no subsidy for dinner(take aways)

I know what, I shall lock my sis inside my room with me then she can't make any noise. Her bro can't too since it need 2 hands to clap. Good idea.

Rules decided!

OMG, I exceeded 15 minutes.

Gd nite blog.