Should I feel consoled when the concept I worked for 2 hours is complimented but the proposal I spent 3 days constructing is rejected. Rejected with no apparent reason!
I suppose I didn't miss the deadline, neither did I submit to the wrong teacher. Other classes or at least one I know of didn't even start writing a proposal, and is chosen for the trip. It's as if I am sentenced without a reason or an explanation. Even criminal is jailed for a reason.
It's undoubtful to feel elated when my concept is appreciated and praised as a potential art piece. xD But what follows that is nearly out of my ability and control. Imagine I have to design a painting using photoshop when I only attended 3 lessons on that.
Put aside the (supposingly) magnificent background which I have no idea how to creat, to give a detailed explanation on my concept is already a headache for me.
It seems like the routine repeats itself week after week. I'm gonna submit a painting, my final PI, GP and econs essays..etc on the week again. But I'm not going to produce another proposal unless the tutor gives me a reasonable explanation why my proposal is rejected.
Gosh, I can't face rejection. I hate to be rejected!
Bless me
Jing
Life-long logic -> scream first
then think.
->think alr dun act .
Dislike pple who are more
talkative, impatient or senseless
than me
I love to munchalmost all edible food
but strictly no beef or mutton
except on special occasions
Prepare to die a horrible death
if you call me names!
sing * dance every sat TIMES magazine
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apple papaya strawberry less salt sugar oil low fat cholestrol calories no coloring, preservative or stabliser no rumour no bf no distraction no tv on weekdays no dreaming on weekends Be happy & smile :)
even if these's no reason
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They applauded her and gave her a standing ovation.
