Eternal.Sunrise.

Dear pepper,

More than 2 weeks have passed since I last gave a proper post. As usual, I have more than a thousands things to say but am always hindered by where I should start. Before the pre-u seminar, during pre-u seminar and after the closing ceremony has left such a deep a deep impression that even my dreams 'played' the process over and over again(exaggeration).

Scene 1:

My role as an usher-smile, greet, lead the way hallmark a significant step forward in my stamina after 2 hours of standing in the carpark (facing the sun with great generosity) to welcome the distinguished guests, followed by 2 hours of standing under the yellow ceiling which mark the entrance of science faculty to lead those participants to their respective LTs. If they had followed the schedule strictly, I suppose my legs would have suffered 30 mins less.

Not forgetting the 'memorable' closing ceremony where the ushers in the multi-purpose hall had out a walkway for our dear guest of honour. Hmmm..why memorable?
Imagine while u are standing like statue with hands at the back(of course the head can turn)and trying hard to keep the warm welcoming smile, those people knuckle, elbow and even push you aside from the position you are told to safeguard. You can't blame them , coz they are too engaged in taking photos to realise the inconvenience they have caused. Then I had to keep stretching out my hand and smiled "please keep clear of the walkway. Thank you!" when the rage within me was almost uncontrollable.

Scene 2:

The end of ceremony marked the start of tea reception, the only thing I thought I would enjoy. Surprisingly, the food did not satisfy me. There was no rice. The chicken wings were almost tasteless, wanton with no meat, over-fried roti prata, bland drinks, heavy plates and cups, no tables for us (only guests have). Overall comment: The food was unsatisfactory.

Scene 3:

Finally I spotted my pw leader. He stood there, eating and chatting with his friends. I wanted to scare him. But while tiptoped my way there he suddenly turned and looked into my direction. Oh oh, he spotted me. Then I quickly turned around and went to my friends. Though it's obvious that my behavivour was suspicious, I doubt he knew my intention.

Scene 4:

He suddenly appeared in front of me when I filled up my cup of drink. "Hi" he said. Stupidly I turned and laughed. That was really weird and dump of me, isn't it. Haiz

Scene5:

The past one week was a slacking week. I found no motivation to move on at all. I can't study, can't even take up a pen to write something. I'm sick and tired of watching drama and animes, sick of doing editing the whole chunk for pw, sick of searching for more info, sick of looking at the info.

I should constantly recall how my ex-boss's daughters study. 7 days a week in their dad's centre. Tuition for every subject and of course grade A for all. How nice.

Now I feel motivated.

To stars

Jing